"I would rather be ashes than dust! I would rather that my spark should burn out in a brilliant blaze than it should be stifled by dry-rot. I would rather be a superb meteor, every atom of me in magnificent glow, than a sleepy and permanent planet. The function of man is to live, not to exist. I shall not waste my days trying to prolong them. I shall use my time."
"It is a curious thing, the death of a loved one. We all know that our time in this world is limited, and that eventually all of us will end up underneath some sheet, never to wake up. And yet it is always a surprise when it happens to someone we know. It is like walking up the stairs to your bedroom in the dark, and thinking there is one more stair than there is. Your foot falls down, through the air, and there is a sickly moment of dark surprise as you try and readjust the way you thought of things."
— lemony snicket (via thedarlingchild)
I’ve posted this before but I don’t give a shit. I love this song.
“For what it’s worth: it’s never too late or too early to be whoever you want to be. There’s no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you’re proud of. If you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.”
I dont know where you got this from but thanks, Brian.
I have times, moments in my life where all I can do is ask myself “why?” Why do I complain about the smallest things? Why do I complain about even the biggest things? Why am I so ungrateful sometimes? Why did I ever fight with my mother? Why don’t I feel “good enough”? Why don’t I make more of an effort to call my grandparents and just say “hello”? Why am I so bitter sometimes? Why do I take the time to envy what other people have, when in reality I have it right here? It may be miles away, or it may be sitting right next to me, but I have it. I do.
Usually these moments happen when I’m in the passenger seat, or when I’m singing at the top of my lungs with Brein, on our way to Starbucks. Usually I spend too much time thinking about the questions to actually ever do anything about them. Usually the moments leave, just as quick as they came. They are fleeting and I miss out on realizations and recognitions.
You can file this under: I am crazy.
1:18 a.m.
I want the sun to set and the moon to rise, and it actually mean something. Im tired of this continuous day of nothing, where the sunrise doesn’t mean anything new. Only a continuous replay of the day before.
Ah, shit.
Dear my dreams/mind,
Sometimes I wish the things that you would make me dream during the night would NOT come true during the next day or days to come. Its already enough that im going to have to deal with it during the next day/in the future. I would appreciate it if you would not make me aware of the event the night before. Please stop.
Love,
Me
Tour.
Poor things: P This looks familiar ha : )
Gregory Dunn im finally working on movmou’s photos from August. Be proud. I’ll be sending them to you soon.
Today was a good day.
I applied for jobs.
Had soup and grilled cheese.
Had sushi and tea with Leah and Zach for dinner.
Finally cleaned my room.
I hope tomorrow is like today.
Im finally feeling motivated for the first time in a longg time. I hope this lasts.
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